October 24, 2007My Snowwhite... by meHair as black as the ink I use, the way he looks at me makes me feel weird, his smile makes him look perfect, hair as black as ink as the snow started falling while we were looking in eachothers eyes hair as black as ink
Posted on 10/24/2007 11:43 AM Comments (2)
October 20, 2007believe in the stars... by me (again)keep on listening, don't give up, just keep believing in yourself and the stars, sometimes dreams can become reality and you'll be perfect, believe in who you are, believe in yourself and in the stars
Posted on 10/20/2007 1:07 PM Comments (4)
OMG OMG OMG!!! THE BLACKOUT IS COMING TO BELGIUM
OMG! OMG! OMG! they're rlly rlly coming!! and I SOOOOO wanna go!! I'm gonna ask my mum!! yeah yeah yeah!! maybe as an early christmaspresent?? or I dunno what but I soooooo wanna goo! THE BLACKOUT IN BELGIUM!! WOOH!! Neeltje is freakin' out!
Posted on 10/20/2007 4:29 AM Comments (2)
October 19, 2007Unknown.. by meThe scars on my heart remind me of what I'm going trough.
These are my toughts I'm going trough lately and I felt like writing a text ^^
Posted on 10/19/2007 11:22 AM Comments (11)
October 13, 2007starcrossed lovers by me ^^Starcrossed lovers
I give you all my love You can take it if you want too, Cause you are the one I love, You never took it, I want you to take it And give me yours But you’ll never do it every night I watch the stars Hoping we’ll watch them together one day, But the problem is, I don’t know who you are I can’t find you, So how would you ever find me? Probably never And still I know I love you, Why aren’t you here? So we could be starcrossedlovers...
Starcrossed lovers till the end, Love till death Starcrossedlovers
Take my love, Just take it, please do it for me! You are the guy of my dreams I still have to meet you But you’ll never meet me Maybe we’ll pass at street Or you’re in my school But I’ll never meet you in your heart I don’t belong there But still, you’re in mine We can run trough the rain, Hand in hand We can sit under a tree Lips on lips Still I’m dreaming Why aren’t you here? so we could be starcrossedlovers...
Starcrossed lovers till the end, Love till death Starcrossed lovers till the end, Love till death Starcrossedlovers
Posted on 10/13/2007 1:56 AM Comments (3)
October 2, 2007Out Of The Lightning // * I dunno wich part** the nextThe next day... Brendons POV If everybody was in love, I had to tell Alex that I loved her too, but how? I’m not a romantic soul! Help! Alex was standing next to me, what did I have to say? And how? Me: Alex, it’s time to say something to you. Alex: Yep, what’s up, my lover? Me: My lover... I love you more like I did yesterday! Alex: Yeah, ofcourse! I love you too! Sweetie... I took her head and kissed her like on her mouth. Alex: Brendon! I thought you were kidding! Me: No! You? Serious, do you love me? Alex: Ofcourse! I love you more like I did yesterday! I laughed, and she laughed and we kissed each other on the lips. Then we saw the rest comming to us. Jon: Hi lovebirds! Us: hey Jon and the rest.. The rest: Hi! Spencer: uhm, Fly... your homework? Fly: Oh yeah! Do it quickly! We have him the first hour! Spencer: ok! Thanks! You’re still da best! The bel rang, we went to our class, after I had quickly kissed Alex again. I saw Spencer and Fly walk suspiciously close to each other, what was happening? It seemt like everybody was getting a couple Today! Mr Turner: Goodmorning class! Class: goodmorning mr Turner! Mr Turner: So, who didn’t make my homework? Jon and I put our hands in the air. Mr Turner: You 2? Didn’t I think so? Always the same! Me: Sorry mr Turner! Mr Turner: Never mind, but don’t let it happen again, ok? Otherwise you can make it twice! Jon: Ok mr Turner! The lesson went over quite quickly. And cause we had two hours, we could go to the playground when the bel rang. I went as quick as possible to Alex and Ryan to Elly. Julie: Isn’t it romantic, those couples? Fly: Yeah, it is... I saw she was looking at Spencer, like she was terribly in love. Jon: Wooh! We have gym now! Fly’s POV Oh no! Not gym, it means that I’ll have to run around in a short, what means Spencer is going to see my ugly legs, oh no! Me: Really? Pffff! Spencer: I dislike it too! But we’ll have to! So the bel rang, no! The break was over to quick! We went to the gymclass. And went in the seperated dressingrooms. When I came out I already saw the guys standing there in their shorts. Wow Spencer’s legs were gorgeous! Spencer: Hey Fly! You look good in that outfit! Me *blush*: really? Cause I really dislike my legs! Spencer: really! Your legs are pretty. Me: ok, thanks!! Mr Gumbear: Ok guys, we’re going to play socker today. Jon: Aaaarrghh! Noooooooo! Mr Gumbear: Do you have something to say mr Jon: No mr. Mr Gumbear: ok than we’ll start the lesson! I was in Ryan and Spencer’s team, and we won! Ryan: Go us! We rule! Brendon: The mighty Urie and Walker are beaten again! Jon: Never mind! Spencer: Brendon...it’s dinner time! Me: yeah, fasten up you guys, we’re already changed! Jon and Brendon looked down and noticed they were still wearing their clothes for gym. When they got out the dressingrooms, we went to dinner. I was slightly getting behind cause of all the people who were running from their classes...so I almost lost the rest of our group, untill Spencer took my hand and pulled me towards him, but he pulled to hard so I bumped against his chest. And looked in his bright grey eyes. He kept holding my hand, and I felt I was getting warm, I loved him, now I really knew I did! He was the boy I was looking for. And I wanted to kiss him. Spencer’s POV When I looked into Fly’s eyes, I realised I loved her, she wasn’t only pretty, but she was sweet too! She was everything a girl had to be. And when I was thinking this, I was still holding her hand and we were looking in eachothers eyes, her beautiful sparkly eyes, looked at mine, and I wanted to kiss her... her head came closer to mine, our lips almost touched... Brendon: HEY GUYS! There are you! We lost you! Damn! I stopped holding Fly’s hand and our romantic moment was ruined! But, I guess I’ll ever kiss her, ... Fly’s POV The day went by slowely and finally it was time to go home. Spencer gently took my hand and I let him. Spencer: Uhm, Fly I have to tell you something, I... Me: Yeah, just tell me, I wont bite! Spencer: Fly, I... He quickly stopped holding my hand, probably cause he didn’t want Spencer: Sorry Fly I have to go! See you tomorrow? At the drumclass? Me*disapointed he didn’t tell me*: yeah, see ya tomorrow! And so we left. I couldn’t wait till tomorrow! He had to tell me what he wanted to! I needed to know! It had to be perfect! Spencer’s POV Fuck Chels! I just wanted to tell her I loved her! Now I’ll have to wait! It was already the second time today I failed to tell her or to kiss her! It wasn’t the day to let her know I loved her I guess. Saturday afternoon... I left for drumclass quickly. I was hoping Fly would already be there and when I arrived, I saw she was! She was talking to Chelsea, who probably was there for Andy. I saw Fly smiled at me and I felt I really loved her. The teacher arrived and we put ourselfes behind the drumkits. I noticed Fly was a good drummer, cause she almost imeddiately picked in on us! After the lesson, she kept sitting behind the drums for a while and I put myself next to her... Me: Fly, what I wanted to tell you was... She put her finger on my lips to say I needed to shut up. Fly: Say nothing Spence... And then she kissed me, it was like she knew I wanted to say I loved her. And ofcourse I kissed her back, it was the most romantic kiss I had ever had. It was perfect, I found my princess... I was in love, really in love, I felt butterflies in my stomach. Fly: I love you , Spencer Smith! Me: I love you too, my drumming Princess! And I kissed her lips gently while holding her hand and I felt she put her other hand in my neck while I put mine in her waste. I felt great, I finally got the girl of my dreams, I never tought she’d excist, but she does...and she’s my girlfriend now, I think... Me: What The Heck Fly: Just let her... And then she put her head against my chest and held my hand. Without really knowing what I was doing, I gently rubbed trough her hair... Fly*whispering to me*: Wanna be dating? Me: uhm yeah!... that means you’re my girlfriend now, doesn’t it? Fly: Yes, silly! Maybe I fell in love to quickly, cause I only knew her for 3 days, but I feel great when I’m with her, it’s something called love at first sight. Me: Does it look like I would mind? Besides I have to do something, tell mum I’m going to be home later ok? Fly: What’s the thing you still have to do? Me: You’ll see! And I took her hand and weaved my fingers in hers... I felt great... I only had to do one thing. I took her with me and we got our bikes, and we rode to the hill, I took her up there. And I showed her the place where I always went when I needed to be alone. Fly: OMG Spencer! It’s soooo pretty overhere! Me: That’s why I took you here, and it can never be as pretty as you! Fly *blush*: You’re too sweet! I love you! She kissed my cheeck. I sat myself on the grass and telled her to put herself next to me. I put my arm around her and she put hers around me and she layed her head on my shoulder. Me: This moment needs to last forever... Fly: ...and ever... I gently gave her a kiss on her head, she looked up and we looked in each others eyes and we kept sitting there, for a long time, and I was happy and I think she was too...
Posted on 10/02/2007 8:08 AM Comments (3)
September 25, 2007Out Of The Lightning// part 7Brendons POV When I was walking home I thought about many things. Alex. Especially Alex. That chick rocks! Jon: What are we going to do today? Nothing where we have to move allot for. Me: Hanging out in the sofa! Jon: Yeah! That’s great! I like hanging out in the sofa! Me: Let’s play guitar hero! Jon: Ok, but I’m sooo going to beat you this time! Me: You always beat me, but now it’s my turn to win! Jon: Like you’ll ever beat me! We started playing guitar hero, and Jon was winning till... I don’t know what happened but I won! Me: I WON! Jon: No? Did you? Aaaargh! The mighty Jwalk is beaten... And Jon fell in the sofa acting dead. Me: Jon, move, I’m comming to sit next to you. Jon: I’m dead, dead people don’t move! Me: Okay, but they don’t feel anything too, do they? Jon: uhu! Me: Okay. I went to the sofa and sat myself on Jon. Jon: UH! Now you’re killing me for real! Get of me! Then my dad came in. Jon *choking*: Hey mr Urie! Dad: Guys! Go wrestle outside please, you’re mum has just cleaned the house, Brendon. And I think Jon is turning blue. Me: okay dad. And I got of Jon, who looked kinda blue. Me: sorry Jon! I just felt like doing that! Jon: Never mind...DUDE! Me: Sooo, do we have homework? Jon: Uh.....yeah something for mr Turner. Me: Are we going to make it? Jon: No, we’ll copy from Spencer or Ryan ok? Me: Ok, but what if they didn’t make it? Jon: Uhm.....Fly. Me: What has Fly to do with our homework? Jon: She’s in our class, dude! Me: Oh, yeah...so are we going to the Skatepark? Jon: yeah... So we took our bikes and went to the skatepark. When we arrived there, we saw Ryan was there too and I guess he didn’t notice Elly and Julie were watching him from the other side of the park. Me: HI RYAN! YOU’RE DOING GOOD! I had to yell cause he didn’t stay put, he kept on skating. But when he heard me, he stopped. Ryan: Hey guys! Jon: Hi dude! I’m going to get the girls... Ryan: Girls? Brendon: Elly and Julie are watching us from the other side of the park. Julie’s POV While Elly and I were watching the guys, I saw Jon comming towards us, so they noticed us. I didn’t really know what to say, he was so cute and funny. Me: Elly, I think we’re noticed! Elly: I think so too! Jon: Hello myladies, can I escort you to the rest of the gentlemen? While he was saying that he held his hands so we could hold them. Me: Ofcourse sir Jon... I took his hand and Elly took his other, and so we were escorted like real ladies in those movies, where they wear long dresses. I looked at Elly, and she looked at Ryan. You didn’t know how she felt. Ryan looked back at her; he smiled. Ryan: Hey, Elly and Julie! Julie: Hey, guys! Elly couldn’t say anything. She could only look at Ryan. Elly: I... I... I... Brendon: Yes? What’s up? Elly: I... Oh, never mind. Ryan looked at her, did he see there was something wrong with Elly? I was still holding Jons hand, I didn’t want to stop holding it. I felt like butterflies on a flower, an heart beating so fast... So good! Jon: Now you can stop holding my hand if you don’t mind... Me: Oh, yeah. Sorry, I was just dreaming and I forgot... Jon: No, it’s fine... Now I stopped holding his hand, and now my hand was freezing cold. I just wanted to hold his hand back, just to get warmth. Ryan: Hey, Elly. Is there something wrong? Why you’re so quiet? Elly *shocked*: No! Ryan *shocked too*: Ok! Elly: Sorry, but I... I feel kinda sick I think... Brendon: Oh... That’s not good... Alex came together with Fly towards them. Alex: HELLO DUDE! And all the other guys: hi! Together: Hey Fly and Alex! Fly *smiling*: Hi, everybody! Spencer came together with Ryan: Hello, Chels... Elly looked soooo shocked now. Not good... Elly’s POV No! This cannot be! That girl with Ryan? I feel terribly. My heart is gone... Me *tears in my eyes*: Who’s Andy? Ryan: Uhm... how do you have to say that? Fly: Somebody of Spencers drumclass!!! Elly *sad*: Oh... Elly: Woh! You like that Andy guy? Ryan: Jep, years and years... Brendon: Ah, me too... Alex: Uh...? Spencer: Brendon is a little bit... Jon: Crazy... That’s all. Brendon *sarcastic*: Thank you very much! Jon: No problem... Spencer: Did I what? Spencer: Oh yeah! Elly, Fly, Alex, Julie: My little sis Chelsea! She’s five minutes younger then me! Fly: Hey, I didn’t listen. Ryan was oh so gorgeous... I now almost loved him... three years. I never said one word to him untill now! I was so in love, and he didn’t know anything. Nothing about my feelings, not about who I am... Tears came back in my eyes. It was so hard to be here. Julie, my best friend, saw it and hugged me. Julie: Sweetheart... Don’t be so sad. He likes you, I see! Believe me, he will fall in love with you! Me: Yeah, right... Ryan: Elly... Me: No!! I just... I want to be alone. Sorry, I go home. Bye. Ryan: Elly! Wait a second! But then I leave. Ryan *whispering*: Bye, Elly... Ryans POV Me: I’m such a sucker! Julie: Why? Me: Is it me? Julie: What’s wrong with you? Me: Elly. It’s all because of me, right? Julie *lying*: No way! Just let her be. She’s a little bit sad. That’s all. It’s nobody’s fault. Me *almost smiling*: Okay... I feel a little bit better now I know the problem is not me! Brendon: Hun, NO! You already asked it. Fly: Let’s go look for him! Spencer: Chels... Shut up! Fly: I think he is! Spencer *blush*: thanks! Me: I wish Elly was here... Brendon: Yeah, me too. She’s so sweet and so adorable! I just want to follow Elly. I know she’s looking like three years at me. But what do I have to say to her? “I love you?” But I didn’t feel so much for her, we’re just friends. Not? What the... I don’t know anything! What am I thinking? Do I love her? Brendon: Ryro, what’s wrong with YOU? And not with Elly, but with YOU? You’re so... I don’t know... Me: Uh, I don’t know. Really... Spencers POV Me: Hey, guys? Are we NOW going looking for Andy? Andy: Here! Hey, Chels! You look good today! Jon: Wow, that was quick... Andy: You’re like soooooooooooooo beautiful too! I just want to say something to you, but not with everybdoy around us? Okay? Ryan: Jep! Good luck, sweetie! Brendon: Go get ‘m tiger! Alex: Oh, sooooo romantic, not, Brendon? Brendon *shocked*: Yeah! Sooooo romantic... I think... Alex laughed. Brendon laughed with her. Fly smiled and I thought nobody could be as beautiful as her. Fly: I miss Elly. You know... I have to tell something... Only you have to know this! It’s about Elly. Me: Oh, okay! We placed ourselfes a few meters from the rest. Me: What’s about Elly, Why she’s so sad now? And Ryan thinks it’s him. But is it him? Fly: Yes, it’s him! Me: WTF? What did he do wrong to her? Just tell me... Fly: Calm down. He didn’t do nothing really bad. Just... Elly has such a crush on him for like three years. But she’s like so afraid to tell it to Ryan. She’s so emotinal when you talk about Ryan. Or when she’s with him. That’s just awfull! It’s so awfull to see her then... Me: Oh, poor Elly. What can I do? Tell Ryan...? Fly: NO! NO! NO!!!! Tips, okay but don’t tell anything to that guy! Alright? Me *nodding*: I promise I wont tell anything to him or anybody else. Fly: Thanks! You’re such a sweetie! Then she gave me a kiss on my cheeck. I was getting warm and turning red. Me: W...Wh...Why that... that... kiss? Fly: I dunno. You’re just so sweet to everybody around you. Me: Hehe, I know! Fly *laughing*: Me too! Brendon: Kiss! I looked at him and saw Chelsea and Andy kissing each other. Alex: Sooooo romantic! Not, Brendon? Brendon: WHATEVER! But I think it’s romantic when we... Alex: When we what? Brendon *really fast*: When we wont look!!! Alex: It’s just the same euh! Julie: Guys! Wait a second. Where’s Ryan? Me: God! I think he’s looking for Elly! Ryans POV I will find Elly! I will find Elly Brendon: I found him, guys! Here he is! Me: Fuck! No! Julie: Ryan, what do you think you’re doing? Me: I will find Elly! Jon: Why? Alex: It’s so clear! Don’t you see it? Brendon: No! Fly: Alright! Everybody shut up! What’s happening? Jon: I dunno. Ask Alex. Alex: Me? Jon! Brendon: Jon! You idiot! Jon: What? Fly: Why is Jon an idiot? Spencer: I dunno! Julie: He’s not an idiot! Okay? Me: GUYS! JUST SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTHS! I go find her, because I know now, that I love Elly so much... Fly: Hurray! Me: Euh... okay... Just let me go alone, okay? Julie: Just go find her... She loves you alot too! And then it starts raining. Everybody ran away and I kept standing there for awhile. Then I start running screaming Elly’s name. Me: Elly! Elly! Where are you? Please, Elly! Suddenly I heard something. Maybe it was Elly? Me: Elly? Is that you? Elly: Go away! Please. She stood up and looked with tearfilled eyes at me. Elly: Please. Just leave me alone. For once... Me: I won’t let you go. Never... Elly: Fuck, Ryan! No! GO AWAY! Why you don’t understand it? Me: Understand what? That you love me? That I... Elly: You what? Just tell me. I don’t know what you’re talking about, yeah? Me: That I love you too, Elly. And I just never saw it. You’re the prettiest girl I will ever know! Elly: You’re lying! Me: NO! I’m not lying! Please, believe me. I went to her took her head and kissed her on her lips. Now she had to believe me! I kissed her for like five minutes and then I let her go. If she wanted to run away, she could. Me: Now you could go if you want. Elly was shocked. I saw it in her eyes. She was shocked about me! Elly: Ryan... Sorry... And then she came closer to me. She took my hand and caress it. Me: I love you, Elly. I really do. Do you believe me? Elly *smiling*: I believe you! And I love you too! Then we kissed each other again for five minutes. In the rain... But I didn’t care! Elly was with me!
Posted on 09/25/2007 12:34 PM Comments (4)
September 15, 2007Out of The Lightning //part 6Alex’ POV When I walked towards Fly to tell her I could go home early, cause our teacher was sick too, I saw Spencer giving her a piece of paper. Spencer: Hey, here’s my number, call me if you want to know something about our drumclass, ok? Fly: Ok, Spence...see ya tomorrow? Spencer: Yeah, see ya tomorrow! Bye! Fly: Bye! And Spencer left, I kept walking towards Fly and I saw she was like hypnotised looking at the piece of paper in her hand. Me: So, what was that all about? Fly: Nothing really, something... Me: And did you now called him Spence or did you forget to say the R? Fly: Spence.. Oh look! there are Julie and Elly... let’s go home. I noticed she tried changing subject, so I’ll just let her. Some day she’ll tell me what happended, she is my best friend... Julie: Hi guys! Elly: Are we leaving? Me: ok! But let’s go say goodbye to the boys! We went towards Jon, Brendon and Ryan. Me: Hey guys! We’re going home! It was nice meeting you all! Jon: SAME! But we’ll see you again tomorrow, won’t we? Fly: of course! Why not? We aren’t suspended yet! Brendon: Lukily! Otherwise you would be really bad girls! Ryan: But they aren’t, they’re good girls! Elly: Thanks Ryan. I saw how she was looking at him, but actually I knew she loved him before they met because she was talking about him all the time and how he didn’t notice her! But now he does. It seems like everyone is falling in love here...I maybe do too... Ryan: no problemo! Jon: WOW dude! I didn’t know you speak spanish! Julie: Are you really that stupid? Jon *smiling* : Yes I am, and I’m proud of it! Fly: but now we’re really leaving! Brendon: oh okay, bye! Everyone: BYE! We went to our bikes and left. I went over to Fly’s home as usual. we always went to each others houses after school, to make homework and talk about boys. Spencers POV While I was driving home, I was thinking of what happened today, the new Smith, the other girls, they were all so awesome. There must be a reason why we met! And especially, Fly, being a girldrummer, there weren’t much girldrummers and now I met one who was pretty too! I was hoping she would call to ask me about our drumclass. When I came home, my mum and my sister Chelsea were already waiting for me. Me: How did you know I came home early today? Mum: So what have you done today? Me: Oh, nothing really, I met 4 new girls, that’s all. Me: No, silly! They’re just friends! And i think 3 of them are taken...Brendon, Jon and Ryan would kill me if they were my girlfriend! Mum: And the 4th? What’s her name? Me: Oh, it’s Fly Smith...she’s a girldrummer and has drumsticks on her wrist. And she’s really sweet. She sits next to me in class. Me: like she want’s to meet you! Me: no you are not, you’re just my sister! Chelsea: you’re mean! I guess she doesn’t even like you at all! Me: She does! She told me I was awesome! Chelsea: Maybe she lied! Mum: kids stop fighting! I made dinner. Me: Mum, where’s dad? Chelsea: He has to work late, and sorry about what I said Spence, I guess she does like you. Me: No problem, Chels, and I’m sorry too, she must like you too, but I’m not invinting her till I get to know her better, ok? Chelsea: Why? Isn’t one day enough to know her? I really want to meet her! Me: Just eat! Ok? Chelsea: Fiiiine! So we ate dinner and afterwards I went upstairs, but curious as she is, Chelsea had to follow me. Chelsea: Soooo what’s up with that Fly girl? I know you like her! Me: Oh nothing! Really nothing! Chelsea: Spence, tell me! I’ve known you for all of my life! Me: Yeah, I can’t help it I was 5 minutes earlier! Then my phone rang. OMG please don’t tell me it’s Fly! Me: Hello? Fly: Hi, Spence it’s Fly, I wanted to ask you about the drumclass. Spencer: ok. Well it’s on saturday afternoon in the musicschool and we drum all together there and you don’t have to bring your own drumkit, cause it’s to much work to put it up everytime again. Fly: Ok! I will come if you don’t mind. Suddenly Chelsea started laughing. I don’t know why, but it wasn’t the right time! Fly: What’s that? Me: Uhm... my twinsister Chelsea... She’s listening. Fly: oh say hi to her. I’m also not alone...Alex is here, she says hi. Me*whispering to Chelsea*: Hey chels! She says hi to you. Me: Oh say hi to Alex too! And ehm if you have any other questions, ask now or ask tomorrow..ok? Fly: ok...but ehm, where’s the musicschool? Me: I’ll tell you tomorrow, ok? Fly: ok! So I’m hanging up now, I guess... Me: yeah me too... Fly: Nice...so bye Me: yeah bye, ehm do we have a test tomorrow or something special? Fly: I don’t think so...Oh yeah! P 32/35 for mr Turner! Did you make it? Chelsea: Just hang up Spence! It isn’t that hard is it? Me: uh no, DAMN! I forgot... Fly: copy mine tomorrow, but I won’t let you do it everytime ok? Me: Ok, you’re too cool! So bye! See ya tomorrow! Fly: See ya tomorrow! And she hung up and I did it too. Chelsea: now, was it so hard to say goodbye? Tomorrow I’m comming to look for you on the playground, and then you have to introduce her to me! Me: ok ok! Is it already tomorrow? Chelsea: No! Tomorrow is tomorrow, allright? Me: WHATEVER!!!
Posted on 09/15/2007 12:47 AM Comments (5)
Out of The Lightning // part 5Fly’s POV OMG! I’m now walking here on my own, with Spencer! What should I say? He’s like so sweet! And handsome! Me: Sooo...why do you have a drumkit on your wrist? Spencer: Uhm...cause I’m a drummer I guess...and why do you have drumsticks? Me: Cause I love drums... Spencer: Do you play them? Me: Yeah, like for 6 months I guess, I’m not THAT good. And I haven’t found a proper teacher so I’m teaching myself. Spencer: Do you really play the drums? Cause there aren’t much girls who play the drums! Me: I know, so I’m one of the few girls who do play drums and I love it! It’s just, I get lost everytime I play them, it’s like you get in another world, where music is the world. Spencer: I agree! You’re so awesome! OMG! He said I’m awesome! Oh! What do I have to say?? Me: You’re awesome too Spencer!! Spencer: You can call me Spence if you want...It sounds cooler... Me: Ok, Spence, I’ll do it if you want too! Spencer: Oh look! There’s the rest! With Alex! Me: Let’s go to them! Jons POV While we found a place to eat I saw Spencer and Fly comming towards us, I guess they saw Alex was with us. Me: Hi! Dude and Dudette! Spencer: Hi! So you found Alex I see. Julie: Actually, she found us, like five minutes after you left. Fly: And you didn’t tell us to come back! Ryan: Yeah, but it looked like you were having fun, so we didn’t want to disturb your conversation. Spencer: It wasn’t that important, was it Fly? I saw Fly wasn’t really paying attention, she was more staring at Spencer. Me: Fly? Fly: Oh, yeah, whatever! Brendon: Fly! Sfpenfcer! You’fre bfack! Gfet somfething tfo feat! Alex: Yeah, noon is almost over, so you should better eat something. Spencer and Fly: Oh okay. Julie: Soo are you liking it overhere? Alex: uhu! It’s great overhere, and we met some fantastic people overhere! Me: Who? Elly: Us! Dumbass! Ryan: We’re glad we met you guys too! I saw Spencer and Fly their last bite of their sandwich when the bel rang. Elly: Up to your class people! And we left, Fly went with us and the other girls went to their classes. When we entered the room for two hours Biologics Ms Yung was already there waiting for us. Ms Yung: Ok class here are your new places: ....Andrew Hurley next to Ryan Ross, Fly Smith next to Spencer Smith, Brendon Urie next to Jonathan Walker, .... You’re lucky this year guys! I hope you can behave, otherwise you’ll get seperated!! Brendon *whispers*: Whooo jon! I’m next to you! Me: I know!! Now we can chat and not sleep!! Now we’re probably getting less detention cause we don’t yell trough the class anymore! Ms Yung: Jonathan! You can start with not yelling now. Me: Okay ms Yung! Fly: *whisper*: Spence, who’s Andrew? Spencer *whisper*: Oh, it’s Andy, he’s a drummer too. And he is in my drumclass. Fly *whisper*: Wow! Is there something like a drumclass? Why didn’t someone tell me about that? Spencer: *whisper*: Cause nobody knew you were a girldrummer I guess... Fly *whisper*: Do you think I... Ms yung: Fly! Pay attention to my lesson! I know you’re new and you need to make friends, but do it after my lesson! Fly: Yes ms Yung. I tought ms Yung was going to give Fly detention, but then the bell rang. We all walked out the classroom, we could go home an hour earlier cause the teacher of our last lesson was sick. Me: Saved by the bel!
Posted on 09/15/2007 12:45 AM Comments (2)
Out Of The Lightning //part 4Ryans POV Why does Elly do so strange to me? What have I done wrong? I don’t know what I have to do to know what’s her problem. Elly: Hey, Ryan, what are you thinking of? Me: Oh, nothing... Elly: Okay... Me: Spencer, wich class we have next? Spencer: Biologics. Fly: Who gives it? Brendon: Ms Nag. Fly: WTF? Jon: Dudette, Brendon calls her like that cause she’s like complaining all the time. Her real name is ms Yung. She’s from Fly *sarcastic*: Great! Me: You’ll get used of it. Fly: Allright then. Spencer: Soo, erhm... are we now going to get some food? Cause I’m actually hungry too.. Brendon: YEAH!! I’m almost dead! And I know you all wouldn’t survive my death so come on! Me: ok ok guys!! Elly, Fly are you comming with us? Elly: ok, but where did Alex go? Fly: I dunnooo, I’ll go find her... Spencer: I’ll go with you, if you don’t mind, I don’t want you to get lost.. Jon: Like she would get lost! She has got a mouth to ask where she is! DUDE! While I was looking at Spencer I knew he really wanted to go with her, we’ve always been the best friends, so I could see when something was wrong or when he wanted something, so I should better help him. Me: Maybe Spencer should go with her...you’ll never know where she’ll end up on her own, besides, there’s no one in the hallways and stuff soo... Jon: Ok, maybe you’re right, I’ll believe you. Spencer and Fly left and I winked at Spencer when he turned around and looked at me. I heard Fly tell Spencer she was thankfull he went with her. Brendon: ARE WE NOW GOING TO GET SOME FOOD?? Alex: OK OK!! Everyone: ALEX?! Julie: Where were you? Spencer and Fly just left looking for you! Alex: oh..nowhere..just lost you guys, but now i found you! Elly: uhm...shouldn’t we go tell Spencer and Fly we found Alex?? Jon: No, just let them, they are not alone, are they? Me: Yeah, they’ll find us... Brendon: F-O-O-D!! Julie: Here’s a cookie, Brendon, at least keep quiet for five minutes ok? Then we’ll have a time to find a place to eat! Brendon: COOKIE? Yay!
Posted on 09/15/2007 12:43 AM Comments (2)
September 2, 2007TAGGEEDD1. You post your top 10 fantasy guys/girls 10. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1. my tags: saartje, iluuuvafiforever, jutty, lisaatthedisco26, my lil sis, bdenstrophywife, veemantje, hahayoustink, femke, spencersmithfan1
Posted on 09/02/2007 7:51 AM Comments (1)
August 31, 2007** Out Of The Lightning // Chapt. 3Alex POV Ryan: What’s wrong? Elly: Nothing. Honestly. Ryan: Are you sure? Elly: Yeah, everythings cool. Ryan: Okay, but I... Mr Johnson: Ms Parker! What does that mean? Mr Johnson was pointing at my nosepearcing. Me: Nothing actually. It doesn’t have a meaning really. Mr Johnson: Ms Parker! Put it out! Now! Me: Why? Mr Johnson: It’s... I think it’s grose. Brendon: But... Mr Johnson: Speak with two words, Brendon! Brendon: But mr Johnson, whats grose on the nosepearcing? Mr Turner: Yeah, I think it’s cool. Mr Johnson: Mr Turner! What do you think you’re saying? Put it out ms Parker! Now! Me *serious*: I can’t. Poke in my nose if you want to. Fly tried to keep from laughing. Mr Johnson: Ms Parker! And what? That tattoo! Me: Pretty, ha? Oh, no... I don’t think so... Mr Johnson *angry*: Ms Parker! You are a real rebel! Put it out! Brendon: What the fuck? She can’t! Don’t you see it? Mr Johnson: Urie, detention! Brendon: Allright! Cool! Whatever! Me: But it’s... mine. That tattoo and pearcing are just... mine. Mr Johnson: One week detention, together with Urie ms Parker. Me: Okay, mr Johnson. Mr Turner: Detention at my class. Brendon: Fantastic! Ryan *whisper*: Brendon! Shut up! Brendon: Grmbldeui... Mr Johnson and mr Turner left. Me: Brendon, what the hell were you saying? Brendon: Wait... erm... Oh, yeah! What the fuck... She can’t... Don’t you see it? Allright, cool, whatever and... Fantastic! Me: And your tattoo, Fly? Spencers POV Ryan *shocked*: Do you have a tattoo? Fly *proud*: Yes! Look... She moved her sleeve and showed her wrist. Me: Cool! Drumsticks! I couldn’t keep my eyes of the drumsticks. Amazing! Ryan: I have three tattoos... Jon: Yeah, that’s right! Ryan moved his sleeves and showed two tattoos. One: “Mad as a hatter” Two: “Thin as a dime” and three: a questionmark on his shoulder. Elly was a little shocked. Elly: Wauw! You’re... They are awesome... Ryan *blush*: Thank you very much! Elly: No problem. I like tattoos. Me: Do you want one too? Elly: Someday. One on my shoulder blade. Fly: Cool! And you, Jon? Brendon? Spencer? Brendon: Look... He showed the piano on his arm. Jon: One on my tummy. Look! He pulled is hoodie up. Julie: A star, with “dude”... I have a heart under my collarbone. Me: I have a drumkit on my wrist. Fly: We fit together! It’s like pieces of a puzzle! She put her wrist next to mine. Me *whisper*: Pieces of a puzzle... Alex: I heard you! Alex and Brendon *singing together*: Always, All ways! I wanted you to be! Always all ways you and Fly! Ryan: Beautiful! Fly: Haha, very funny, Alex! Alex: I know! Brendon: I’m starving! Don’t you hear my stomach? Jon: I think you’re the only one. Ryan: As usual. Brendon: Aren’t we going to eat? I’m still starving! HELP! Me: Okay, okay, let’s go!
Posted on 08/31/2007 7:05 AM Comments (2)
** Out Of The Lightning // Part 2Spencers POV I was trying not to laugh. Fly was funny! I liked her... Finally the bel rang. Everybody ran out the classroom. Except Fly. She slowely followed. Me: I know being new is hard. I was a new one too. Fly: Oh, thanks... Sweet of you. Me: No problem. I hope you don’t mind I’m going to my friends. Fly: No. No, it’s okay. Just go. Me: Allright then, see ya in class! Fly: Okay! See ya too! I laughed again. Fly smiled back and ran out of the hallway. I watched her. She was so pretty. I couldn’t believe it. Jon: Hi, Romeo! Brendon: Is our little Spencer falling in love? Yes, he is! Me: I’m not. Brendon: Yes, you are. Me: No, I’m not. Brendon: Yes, you ARE! Spencer *pissed*: NO! I’M NOT! Jon: Okay, okay. But you like her, dude! Me: Maybe, dude! Ryan: Look! There she is! I turned around immediately. Fly was talking to another girl. Brendon: WOW! That’s THE hot one! She’s mine! Ryan: Go ask her name! Oh, no, wait, they’re comming to us! Damn! What should I say to that other girl? Fly: Guys let me introduce you: Alex!!! Brendon: Hey Alex. My name is Bronden. Alex: Hey. Jon: So... Bronden... Brendon: Sorry, I made a mistake, my name is Brendon. Alex *smiling*: Hey BRENDON! Jon: Dudettes! Fly: Dude! She was staring at me and I was staring back at her. Ryan: Hey, Alex, my name is Ryan. Alex: Hey Ryan. Me: And I’m Spencer. Alex: I knew that! Fly told me. Me *suspicous staring at Fly*: Oh, really? Fly *quick*: I had to tell her about the other Smith, didn’t I? Jon: Yeah! That’s right! Alex’ POV Wow... That Brendon guy is awesome! He’s soooooooo hot! Ryan: Are you new too? Me *nodding*: Yes. But I’m in another class. Brendon: Oh, saddely... cause you aren’t in the same class as Fly. Jon: Oh, really? I don’t think so, dude! Brendon: But I do, dude! Fly: Hey Spencer, I hope you don’t mind that I’m introducing another 2 girls. Ryan: Okay, fine. Spencer: Same. I stayed with Brendon. Was love in the air? Brendon was such a cutie. I knew Fly would introduce Elly and Julie. And there they were! Ryan *whispering to Spencer*: Okay, that girl is really cute. Jon: Hey, hot one. I mean, new one. Fly: You’re talking to Julie. Julie: Hey hot one. I mean, old one. Julies POV He’s funny! Alex: That’s Elly, ... Ryan. Ryan: Hey, Elly. Nice to meet you. Elly: Same, Ryan. She smiled. Ryan smiled back. Jon: Dudes and dudettes! The bel is going to ring in 3,2,1... DRIIIIIIIIIING! The bel rang. Me: Shall I walk you to class, old one? Jon: Allright, hot dudette! Me *laughing*: Allright, dude! He’s the funniest guy I’ve ever met! I knew we were going to be best friends. All of us! Ellys POV Ryan: Are you new? Me: No, you just never saw me. That’s all... She was a little bit sad now. Ryan: Oh, I’m so sorry. I... Me: It’s okay, Ryan. Never mind. Ryan: But I do mind! Sorry, really. Me: Apologies excepted! I wanted to hug Ryan, but I didn’t dare to. Ryan was sweet, and cute, and beautiful, and nice... Ryan: The bel rang! Spencer, stop flirting! Brendon: Yeah, continue in the class! Spencer: Okay! But I’m NOT flirting! Aren’t I, Fly? Fly: What? Yeah, whatever! I laughed. Me: Come on, Fly! Move forward! Jon: And 1,2,3! 1,2,3! Brendon: Left! Right! Left! Right! Fly laughed and moved forward. I sneaky looked at Ryans beautiful darkbrown eyes. I’ve already seen him a million times. Why didn’t he see me? Was I bad? Or just totally wrong? My confidence was very low. Ryan: Are you okay? Me: Yeah... Yeah, I’m fine. Jon: Dude! YOU have to stop flirting! Ryan: What? I’m not flirting! You are the flirter! “Hot one”! Jon: Sorry, it just sounded funny. Me: That’s right! Caroline: Hurry! The teacher is comming! Me: I have to go! Bye everyone! Alex and Julie followed her running to another classroom. Elly was just a little cheerfull. Spencers POV Mr Turner: Goodmorning, class! Everybody: Goodmorning mr Turner! Mr Turner: Goodmorning, GEORGE! Ryan *woke up out of a daydream*: Hey mr Turner. Brendon: Sorry, mr Turner, but his name is Ryan. Mr Turner: That’s right. Sorry, Ryan. Ryan: Never mind, mr Turner. Mr Turner: Oh, hello, Fly. Fly *blush*: Goodmorning... mr Turner! I looked glazed to Fly’s hair. Her hair was beautiful. Mr Turner: So, Fly. Are you liking it over here? Fly: Yeah, I’ve met some funny guys. They are sweet to me. Mr Turner: Friends? Fly *looking at me*: Maybe. I nodded. Friends! She was really awesome! Mr Turner: Can I know who your friends are? Jon: Me. Brendon: And me. Ryan: I think I’m a friend too! Me: Same. Fly smiled. I winked at her. Her cheeks went red. So cute! Mr Turner: Friends with troublemakers. Not good! Brendon *reacts immideately*: Not true! We are good boys! Mr Turner: Yeah, sure! Proove it! Jon: I love you, mr Turner. Ryan: You’re a great teacher! Brendon: The best! Me: Really! You’re amazing... cool! Fly: I think the same? Mr Turner *laughing*: Allright! Now we’re going to start the lesson! I was happy. Fly liked me! And Brendon, Jon and Ryan too... An amazing girl, I would never meet someone like her again. The lesson was even more boring than Ms Browns lesson. But now I had Fly. Mr Turner was such an idiot! I hated him a lot! Mr Turner: The bell rang again. Mr Turner: Lesson over! Homework: page 32/35! Jon *whispers*: Idiot! Fool! You’re a bad teacher! Brendons POV Together with Jon I walked to Alex en Julie. Alex was standing with her back to us. She was wearing skinny jeans. What a great bottom! And her legs! Jezus! She’s a rockchick! The hottest rockchick ever!!! Me: Hey, ladies. Julie and Alex together: Hey, Brendon! Jon: Hey, dudettes! Julie and Alex together again: Hey, dude! Me: Soo... Whats up?? Alex: It’s great over here! This school is much better then the one I went before! Ryan *walking towards them*: Why are you actually here? Alex: Fly and I got suspended for something we didn’t do. Me: That’s not good. Alex: Actually it’s good. Our school was boring and we didn’t fit there. Jon: You were like to cool for that school, isn’t it? Fly: That’s true. Shocked I turned around. Spencer: This school is perfect. Me: Wait, that’s just because we are here. Right? Ryan: I think so... Elly: You’re right. It’s true. Ryan and Elly smiled at each other. Love??
Posted on 08/31/2007 7:02 AM Comments (2)
**Out Of The Lightning // Chapt. 1Here you have the first part of my sisters and mine fanfic...
prologue Spencer was at school. Nobody had seen him today. It was autumn, almost winter, so it was cold outside. Spencer was dressed up warm. Suddenly he saw Brendon standing in front of the school. He went towards him. Spencers POV: Me: Hey Brendon. Brendon: Hey Spencer. I haven’t seen you today. Whats up? Me: Oh, nothing really. Brendon: Are you sure? Me: Yes. Why? Brendon: Never mind. So... And the bel rang. We had to go to our first lesson. Ms Brown gave the first lesson. I was bored immediately. Ms Brown: Spencer, pay attention to my class! Me: Okay, ms brown. Ms Brown: We have a new student in our middle, class! Her name is Fly Smith. Ryan *whispers*: Do you know her, Spencer? Me *whisper back*: No. My eyes larged up when I saw her. She was gorgeous! She was really beautiful! Ms Brown: Fly, go sit next to Spencer Smith. Allright? Fly: Okay, ms Brown. She placed herself next to me. Me: Hey other Smith. Fly *blush*: Hey other Smith. Fly’s POV OH MY GOD! I’m sitting next to that... that HOT GUY! I’m liking this school already! Brendon: Hey new one. Brendon is my name! Me: Hey old one. I’m Fly. Spencer laughed. I laughed to. Ryan: I knew that. My name is Ryan. Me: Hey Ryan! Ms Brown: Okay, Ryan! Stop flirting! Ryan: Okay, ms Brown. I will stop. I felt my heart beating faster. They we’re all hot... But Spencer was the hottest. Jon *whisper* : Hey Fly! My name is Jon if you wanted to know. Me *whisper back*: Okay! Thanks!
Posted on 08/31/2007 6:59 AM Comments (2)
August 11, 2007TAGGED!!!I've been tagged by loads of people so here are my facts ^^^ 1. I'm born at august 14 1992 2. I have a shoe-addiction 3. I ADORE Spencer Smith 4. I'm really crazy and weird 5. for the people who don't know: my real name is Nele (not Neeltje ^^) 6. I love P!ATD, MCR, Lostprophets and FOB 7. uhmm...my best friend is Jutta ^^ 8. I ADORE DRUMS!! so my taggs: iluuuvafiforever, jutty, xMonica, xxlilokaxx, xxxpanicatthediscoxxx, xxpanicatthediscoxx, lisaatthedisco26, panicfreakjuh
Posted on 08/11/2007 6:46 AM Comments (1)
August 9, 2007boredom1) Where'd you get the shirt you're wearing?
Juttaaaaa!!!!
PART [DEUX]
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Posted on 08/09/2007 6:47 AM Comments (0)
August 6, 2007Back to the streets
Back to the street where we began.
Feeling as good as lovers can. You know. That we're feeling so good. Back to the street where we began. Feeling as good as lovers. You're good, you can. And we're feeling so good. Back to the street where we began. Feeling as good as lovers. It's yours, you can. (Because we can?) Into a place where thoughts get blue. Cause it's nine in the afternoon. Your eyes are the size of the moon. Back to the street. Back to the street. Where it's only afternoon. Your eyes are the size of the moon. Your eyes are the size of the moon. (CREDIT TO GUBBY13)
Posted on 08/06/2007 7:09 AM Comments (0)
July 31, 2007READ!!!!every panic! fan must buzz them at this page to make them number one!!! http://www.buzznet.com/web/music all buzz them!! thanks!! <3 Neeltje
Posted on 07/31/2007 8:17 AM Comments (0)
June 26, 2007don't hurt me!The world disappeared in front of her eyes Something was different She just didn’t know what Her shiny eyes faded to black No one knew what her problem was He, he was the problem, He broke her heart, he hated her He was the one who hurt her… And the other guy, he was the other If someone would break this one’s heart, She would lose it, Not her heart and his… She needs him… He can’t be with her… She has to try getting to him… Otherwise she will fall into a black whole.. She needs his sparkly eyes… He’s the only one who can make her smile again… He’s never going to be close enough And the heartbreaker doesn’t know he broke her heart
Posted on 06/26/2007 7:34 AM Comments (0)
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